Currently Reading Jesus Has Left the Building By Paul Vieira see related

I came back from a recent vacation with a couple of books and cd’s (actually a book on cd-my favorite way to read…lol).  The information in these books has messed up my paradigm, in a good way.  I am undone—I am in a place of trying to figure out what I believe in certain areas, and how I respond to those beliefs.  You are only responsible for the information you have been given…a couple of times (like 30) I have wished I had never listened to those cd’s or read that book.  But I am glad I did because I have begun to allow my paradigm to shift.  I am excited about where God is taking me and what He is teaching me.  I am trying not to react too severely or too quickly…I have soooooo many questions……and I am trying not to mess anyone else up while I figure this thing out.  One thing I do know…I am more than ready to just be real, not that I have been fake…more like being real with a shield over the reality if that makes any sense.  I am done caring what others think.  I wasn’t trained to care about their opinions—I learned that on my own.  But I’m done.